Dota 2

A game which is so famous that everyone knows about it.
A game which you would be so much addicted to it after you started playing.
A game which is packed with strategies, speed, communication, teamwork and lots more.

Somehow, after so long, I have finally decided to stop playing it.
It is a great relieve that you have finally put down a bad habit that you have always wanted to get rid of.
A lot of things happened.
Many reasons lead to this decision.
For those who don't play LAN game, you wouldn't know how it feels. haha
It might sound stupid that I even blog about this little thing.
But yeah, as a gamer, this is really a big matter, at least for me. lol

This situation is almost like a drug abuser addicting for cocaine or opioid.
Without them, it is a real suffer, craving for them endlessly.
Stopping a habit is like a mental torture rather than the physical pain or any related symptoms which I have totally forgot about it. (just realised I have learnt about symptoms of drug withdrawal last year, oh well, I guess not a single medical student can remember every facts huh?)

A lot of times is saved actually.
I would say it is a HUGE amount of times (though we cant really measure times, can we? errr dont know)
Let's see, during a school day, I spent about 3 hours each day on the game.
On a weekend, I would play for at least 6 hours a day.
Hmm, so that means I have wasted about 30 hours within just a week.
Cool! I'm so dumb! =D

Anyway, I shall pick up my guitar learning ASAP!
Since that "something" happened, I have totally stopped learning.
Guess I should restart everything. =(
Beginning is always the hardest. Aiks.



第十八章   24/10/13

难

有些事，不知该不该做。
有些话，不知该不该说。

应做，那该如何去做？
应说，那该如何去说？

结果会是如何？
会如你想象中的一样吗？
还是，到头来，根本不是你所要的。

选择，好难。
真的好难。



第十七章  22/10/2013

Self-Reflection

A lot of  thoughts in my mind
About my life, about my future... a long list going on and on
Those thinkings that I have never encountered before
I believe that is a transformation, that there will be a change
And it all starts from how I think


Too many to start with, too little time to deal with
Where should I begin, how should I begin
This is my life, and me, the only one who can do something about it
A matter of time, a matter of change
That will lead me somewhere in the future I always dream of


First of all, let's not live in the past
Let's not fear those things that made you fall
Have faith in yourself, that one day you may rise again
Because no one is destined to fail forever
This is my life, and I will strive my best to achieve what I want


I'm myself, or am I not
Till the end of the day, no one knows, no one cares
But bear in mind, I'm responsible for what I'm
I'm Kin You, and I will be a better one
I will, I believe.



第十六章    22/10/2013

完美的结局

这一篇，让我觉得自己其实也有少女情怀。哈哈。
已经好一段时间没看韩国偶像剧了。（在此就简称韩剧吧！）
没出国时，出国时，加起来大概有两年了。

韩剧给我的印象总是凄美，温馨的。
看了后总是会让人有憧憬爱情的感觉。
（听起来我有点像在说废话，爱情剧不就是这样的吗？==）

这次回来了，每天周一至五晚上八点都会守在电视前。
看完了新闻，接着的就是那韩剧啦。
可能太久没了爱情，突然想找回当初的那种感觉。（oppss! 讲爽而已 =D )

《屋塔坊王世子》
开始看时觉得很荒谬。
妈的，这样也能从古代莫名其妙地“飞”过来，做戏MEH？（OI，真的是做戏啦！）
过后再看看。啊，其实还蛮有趣的。=）
爱情剧的不变原则：从冤家开始，后来再成为真挚的爱情。
虽然很老套，但是实话说，真的真的很受欢迎。
我相信没有人不会为之动情吧。（至少我不是，看了这么多同类的还是觉得很不错）

今天的结局，最后的几句话，听了心里觉得很温馨。

“我等你很久了。”
“你到了哪里？我一直都在这等你啊。”

“就算过了三百年，我还是一样爱着你。”

美好的结局，总是个完美的结局。



第十五章  9/8/2013

Paris: City of Romance

before starting this, i sincerely apologize to anyone out there who will be reading this.

I'm sorry. i know you will hate me for talking bad about your dream place.

As far as i know, almost everyone around me loves Paris. no matter under what circumstances, people will usually have an impression that Paris is a place which is very romantic and pretty.

my sis and cousins are so fond of the Eiffel phone covers, accessories and all those girl stuffs, you name them. 

i have no doubt about the 'prettiness' of the tower, however, to be honest, Eiffel is just a tower. 

or if you prefer, a STEEL tower. 

there is nothing very special about it which will make you relating it to the word romance. 

what we all know about Paris since we were still little kids : symbol of romance, most beautiful place in the word etc is a result of the media/fashion/magazine over-reporting it (well, at least for me, it is like this)

trust me, after you pay a visit to the actual place where Paris is just right in front of your eyes, you will have the same thoughts as mine now. 

i dont know whether if im biased by the fact that my whole backpack was stolen at Paris, the so-called City of Romance? (urggghhh) so now that incident make me feel that visiting Paris is not fun at all. (u cant blame me for that, blame the thief!)

but still, Paris is one of the cities full of awesome culture. it has an extremely nice and well-planned building, Eiffel Tower serving as an iconic landmark for the city. however, City of Romance? i cant see the way to link them together.

第十四章   5/8/2013

转变？

不懂是不是习惯了一个人，
跟人交流时总觉得少了些什么。
以前十分健谈的我，好像已经不存在了。

这改变，到底是好是坏？
好吗？我有时候酸太多会得罪人都不知道。（是咯是咯==）
坏吗？当然啦，做医生不懂得跟病人说话还算什么医生。  （哦，也对Hor==）

算了吧，就走中庸之道。（放屁啦你，讲废话。）

所以说，人难做。=]




第十三章 3/8/2013

夜。思

一个人，
驾着车，
慢慢地，
静静地，
在这宁静的夜晚。

环绕着故乡槟岛，
带着沉重的心情，
到了我们曾经去过的地方。

是思念，
是想念，
还是只是自己想太多。

不知道，
不懂得，
剩下的只有我自己。

曾经你我熟悉的地方，
那一段段深刻的回忆，
眼泪，
流了。

心，
伤了。


第十二章  2/8/2013